A lot....

Sorry I haven't been writing ya'll... A lot has happened though... Kale and me have dated and broke up... After that I've made out with him twice, kissed him, we've held hands, flirted, and this Saturday we plan on having sex, anal, switching off... I was really excited at first about it but now I'm nervous... I still want to do it though... I'm just a little afraid... I still want to do it though. I love him, and he told me he loves me. I trust him. He'll probably end up backing out anyway =/.